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Amanda Young ([personal profile] retested) wrote2016-07-02 01:58 am

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<gameover> This is Amanda.
<gameover> If you need to contact me, do so here.
<gameover> DO NOT waste my time with stupid shit.



expectional: "math wizard" is written on my arm? (unsure ☾ Does anyone know why)

<SageOfHope>

[personal profile] expectional 2017-03-09 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
So really, they both want the same thing...just not in the same way?
The Fog wants to protect monsters and the Fourth wants to protect humans? Or is it more complicated than that?
expectional: to my psyche to be discussed during this morning's therapy appointment. Follow up next week to see if you made the cut. (unsure ☾ You are not detrimental enough)

<SageOfHope>

[personal profile] expectional 2017-03-09 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't want to go back either. He told me that, if he won, I wouldn't have to go back if I didn't want to but...if he's just going to to maintain the status quo between adults and children, then I don't want to stay here either.

I can't blame a child for stealing power from an adult, that's really the only way that we can. But I don't think I like what he intends to do with that power. I don't want to go back to living in a "normal" society.
At least once I start changing, I can protect myself. And I can protect other children too.

I want a paradise where children can live without fear of adults. A safe place where they can't hurt us.
Will the Fog God allow such a place to exist here?
expectional: Thinking about being an adult is weird. Are you sure I'm not 10? Pretty sure I'm still 10. (gaze ☾ Thinking about college is weird.)

<SageOfHope>

[personal profile] expectional 2017-03-09 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
And her followers? They're the same?
expectional: whether I get a 4.0 or a 0.0 this semester. I'm blacking out now, wake me when I have to walk across the stage. (gaze ☾ Did the math. Magna Cum Laude)

<SageOfHope>

[personal profile] expectional 2017-03-09 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Incredible. Adults working under children. Now that's the kind of shit he wants to hear.]

I see. I need to speak with Jataro first, and tell him everything I have learned but...if we wished to join her ranks, how would we do that?

[He may be the leader but this is an important decision. He's not going to force Jataro into anything if he doesn't want to do it. That's being a tyrant, not a leader.]
Edited (whoops lost my html) 2017-03-09 23:53 (UTC)
expectional: "math wizard" is written on my arm? (unsure ☾ Does anyone know why)

<SageOfHope>

[personal profile] expectional 2017-03-10 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
So...we would have to go with you? I'm assuming it's not the same Dyster as the one I saw on a map in the library.
expectional: but in my head, I've killed you three times. (neutral ☾ I may look calm)

<SageOfHope>

[personal profile] expectional 2017-03-10 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
Where's her Dyster then? There wa snly one on the map.

Alright. I will contact you again once we've had a chance to talk it over. He wrote a letter to the Fog God today, and I'm sure he'll want to hear her answer before making a decision.
Admittedly, I am also curious as to what she has to say to him.

Thank you, Amanda.
expectional: It is, in fact, cheaper to go out drinking every weekend then it would be for me to pay for a legitimate therapist. (gaze ☾ I just did the math.)

<SageOfHope>

[personal profile] expectional 2017-03-11 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I see. Maybe it's another dimension. But if it's somewhere safe, where most people can't get to...that's all that really matters.

You're the only adult I've met here that I can trust even a little bit.
And judging by your conversation with Jataro, I had a feeling you must know something about the Fog God. You wouldn't have capitalized Her if you didn't find her important.
Edited 2017-03-11 17:35 (UTC)