[She can't give herself an out so easily by firmly agreeing with Noa. She doesn't deserve for any of this to be easy. What she deserves is to feel like shit and live in fear of being thrown away. It's the least she can offer in way of recompense for disappearing.
She gives a watery, rattling exhale and pulls out of the hug, roughly wiping her eyes on her sleeves. She can't quite meet Noa's gaze.]
no subject
[She can't give herself an out so easily by firmly agreeing with Noa. She doesn't deserve for any of this to be easy. What she deserves is to feel like shit and live in fear of being thrown away. It's the least she can offer in way of recompense for disappearing.
She gives a watery, rattling exhale and pulls out of the hug, roughly wiping her eyes on her sleeves. She can't quite meet Noa's gaze.]
Sorry. I can't be falling apart like that.