[Amanda resists Noa's wordless invitation for a few moments--she must already look beyond pathetic for crying so suddenly, why can't she just be stronger--but she caves soon enough, wrapping her arms around the small cat-boy and weeping into his shoulder.]
Why am I not good enough?
[Because that must be why she disappeared: Amanda is lacking in something, whether that's the strength and force of will needed to hold onto her place in this world, or proof of devotion to the Fog God. She wasn't good enough to be John's successor despite her overwhelming love for him, and despite all the blood and tears and suffering and adoration she's poured into her service to the Fog, she's not good enough for that, either.]
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Why am I not good enough?
[Because that must be why she disappeared: Amanda is lacking in something, whether that's the strength and force of will needed to hold onto her place in this world, or proof of devotion to the Fog God. She wasn't good enough to be John's successor despite her overwhelming love for him, and despite all the blood and tears and suffering and adoration she's poured into her service to the Fog, she's not good enough for that, either.]